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Couple: "Angel"/"Buffy" -- of course!!!
Spoilers: everything and nothing - makes sense? and "IWRY"
Rating: ? -- angst!
Thanks to: Sam, DB, SMG and all the fluff writers on this list for keeping me alive
Feedback: Yes please, but be nice!
Author's Note: major angst
Dreaming in my sleep tonight
dreaming of my dreams that I share the day
making me feel beloved and shiny
lying in your arms with thee
breathing you in feeling your beating heart
kissing you with fever and you're never going to leave
Dreaming in my day that is night
dreaming of a life with you
making me feel like my redemption
laying my heart in your hands
breathing you in absorbing your love
kissing you with fever and you're never going to leave
Dreaming every hour of my day
dreaming of my hidden longing that is always
making me feel so lonely without you
laying open my soul to you
breathing in the love you give me
kissing you with fever and you're never going to leave
Every breath I took has been for you
I gave life up to rescue yours
Every breath I take gets harder without you
I want to die without you
Love is the feeling
that I have fear to feel
Love is the answer
to everything I long for
Why do I Love you
because you are my everything
so Why did I leave you
because fear became too much
Fear is the nausea
that I feel in pain
Fear is the answer
for everything I run away
Why do I Love you
because you are my everything
so Why did I leave you
because I feel Fear of missing you
Don't tell me that everything will be fine
īcause it won't
Don't tell me lies about my life
īcause I have none without you
Desperate feelings are hunting me
through my never ending night.
I'm spending my
time fearing
the realization.
The fear of losing you is running
through my veins.
The pain of loving you is in every unneeded breath I take.
I love you so much
that it's eating me up inside
to know
that I can't have you,
that I have to let you go.
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